• The unexpected

    1. Fabricating productivity for the new year
    2. 2026 projects
    3. Weekly update: Let’s see how long I keep this up!
    4. Weekly update: Oh right, the hard part
    5. Whoops, so much for weekly
    6. New month, more time!
    7. One thing finished!
    8. Working through the stress
    9. Getting back into it
    10. Slow and steady
    11. Distractions happen
    12. Summer is coming
    13. The unexpected
    14. Might as well be summer Scheduled for June 7, 2026

    Alas, I spent another week crashed and so not a lot has been done. On the bright side, I learned what some of the different tax forms are called, so not a total loss. I do wish I was spending that time on something less stressful, but there’s no going back now. I’ve just been trying to ease myself back into things and not think too hard about the possibility that I did something wrong and this will be just the excuse insurance needs to kick me off.

    I may have spent too long working with US healthcare. One insurance call and form has me very stressed.

    On the bright side, I think they finished repairs to the roof. I may not have mentioned it last time, but I have been living directly under a construction zone and let me tell you! The sound of banging, power tools, and the walls shaking due to what’s happening directly above you for weeks does not do great things for your mental health!

    The Trilogy

    As much as I want to publish this trilogy like the rest of the books, I am hesitating now. I keep getting reminders from my private health insurance and also from the Canadian government that if I dare to make too much money from a series that has taken me years to write, I could get kicked off of my insurance entirely. $7,400 annually to get investigated, $21,000 annually to be removed entirely. That doesn’t even cover housing, much less is that enough to live on. Not to mention if insurance isn’t covering my medication, my expenses go up. It would be catastrophic for me.

    On the other hand, I know what my traffic numbers are on this blog. I know my sales numbers of previous books. This is likely not going to be an issue.

    Audiobooks

    You know what a great test of noise cancelling headphones is? Roof construction! Stress meant that there hasn’t been as much writing, but I still wanted to get something done and getting the final edits done on another short was it. I know I can hear all the times my brain fuzzed out while I was recording, but I do wonder how much that is going to matter. I have heard a few audiobook samples now and I’m starting to think I’m being too hard on myself.


  • Summer is coming

    1. Fabricating productivity for the new year
    2. 2026 projects
    3. Weekly update: Let’s see how long I keep this up!
    4. Weekly update: Oh right, the hard part
    5. Whoops, so much for weekly
    6. New month, more time!
    7. One thing finished!
    8. Working through the stress
    9. Getting back into it
    10. Slow and steady
    11. Distractions happen
    12. Summer is coming
    13. The unexpected
    14. Might as well be summer Scheduled for June 7, 2026

    It’s another new month and, while I had another month without major crashes, it was another month of not hitting those maximums per day. The fatigue has just been kicking my ass, which means I just cannot spend more than 25 minutes a day on fun stuff. Some of this definitely is related to having to spend more time on housework 1Some personal stuff has come up that necessitates this but ultimately it means I am maintaining what I’m currently doing. Just a little every day and hopefully I get to cross off something else at some point this year!

    But also I am kinda hoping that I can increase soon. My health tends to get better during summer, so wish me luck this month!

    Also, way less this block. Unfortunately for me, insurance really wanted to reassess whether or not I was still too disabled to work which meant my energy had to be spent on filling out paperwork for probably not a doctor 2Or even someone who doesn’t understand post exertional malaise, illnesses with variable good and bad days, etc. to look at and determine whether or not I can hold down a job. So I’ll see if documenting and celebrating what I spend 20 minutes a day on in this blog is a bad idea.

    The Trilogy

    I keep thinking I’m getting close with leaving the restructuring phase of this, but there’s so much world building. I am definitely going to need another pass on this to trim out some of the fat because I want to go into all the nuances of this world I created but is the audience going to care? Probably not. Then again, I may make my editor tell me what I need to cut out instead. Maybe.

    Because Pretty Stuff

    I finally published those listings! I really need to get better at editing the photos since they look hella dark but given the traffic to that site is mostly from China and the ability to purchase from the site is currently broken I am not in any rush to get that done.


  • Distractions happen

    1. Fabricating productivity for the new year
    2. 2026 projects
    3. Weekly update: Let’s see how long I keep this up!
    4. Weekly update: Oh right, the hard part
    5. Whoops, so much for weekly
    6. New month, more time!
    7. One thing finished!
    8. Working through the stress
    9. Getting back into it
    10. Slow and steady
    11. Distractions happen
    12. Summer is coming
    13. The unexpected
    14. Might as well be summer Scheduled for June 7, 2026

    This two week period started out so well until the major distractions hit. Unfortunately, that did end up taking away some of the time I would have spent on projects, but it had to be done. And luckily I have already set up most of what I need, so it’s been pretty smooth making the changes. The unlisting has been done, and now I’m taking my sweet time setting up getting the books elsewhere while focusing back on the things that I want to be working on.

    The Trilogy

    Slow and steady! Emphasis on slow right about now, but that happens when you’re restructuring.

    Audiobooks

    Nothing edited, but I did manage to get another chapter recorded! It took 5 days, 10 minutes a day, and I really hope my voice doesn’t sound too different between each recording, but another chapter recorded!

    Because Pretty Stuff

    Before all of the Draft2Digital nonsense, I finally got some photos taken! The plan was to list some things, but hopefully that can happen next week.


  • Draft2Digital and Nomadic Authors

    I may not be very active in the author world these days, but I do have books available through a variety of services, Draft2Digital among them. In theory, my books are just sitting there, available for those people who stumble across them to read and if someone checks it out, great! I’m not out there advertising or doing any kind of promotion because of reasons, so this is what I’m managing. I don’t need to make a lot of sales right now, so having all of this set and forgetting about it is great.

    But then there was the Draft2Digital update.

    The problem

    A previously free platform deciding to charge an account activation fee is never going to go over well. $20USD for the ability to publish through a number of channels that you might not be able to otherwise is worth the risk for some people. They let you publish your books to libraries, which was the biggest draw for me. It is where I get the second most sales, after all.

    The larger issue was that they were going to start charging $12USD annually if you did not make $100USD in royalties per year. If you’re a new author just getting started or writing in a niche that isn’t terribly popular, that’s a whole lot of sales. Most of us make most of our money via Amazon, with all other sales channels together adding up to a fraction of those Amazon sales.

    Add onto that the royalty split with Draft2Digital. They take typically 15% of the royalty of each book already. Not the sale price, the royalty that is being paid out by the sales channel. So if you have to earn at least $100USD after Draft2Digital takes their cut or pay an extra $12USD annually, well, that’s too much for a lot of people, especially given that this seems to be yet another change making it harder to get paid by the platform. 1Those payment thresholds came in around October.

    The explanation

    The explanation for all of this was ultimately uncovered via a post on Facebook in the 20Booksto50K group. The optics of giving an interview that is published on a Facebook group instead of making a public statement on any of your own public social media platforms, blog, or via email, is not good.

    What was stated in the post about this all being to keep AI publishers from taking advantage of the platform is also pretty questionable. The account fee seems reasonable in that regard, but the maintenance fee does not. From what I’ve seen, there was no consideration given to alternatives like checking the tax or banking information is only attached to one account, or even putting limitations on the volume you can publish until you are verified as a non-AI author.

    My thoughts

    I think that if it were either an account fee or a monthly fee, that would be reasonable. The implementation of both is what makes this look like a cash grab, or that they are hurting for money. Adding in that they are reportedly not paying out authors below the threshold when they close their accounts and this looks a lot like a service that hopes that you forget you have a subscription in order to bolster their finances. Given that you also cannot delete your account on your own, it reminds me of Adobe’s practices.

    Looking at this as a business decision that is being framed as an anti-AI strategy, $12USD annually for wide publication, or just a dollar monthly, is a pretty amazing deal! One that is better in the long term for the company than an account activation fee. PublishDrive charges far more, but they do not take anything from your royalties. They also charge per book rather than placing the fee on the whole account, which is a better deterrent for the mass publication of AI slop that Draft2Digital purports to be implementing these fees as a result of.

    I’m no expert and have been very out of the loop on many things, but I do think this is a business decision and not something to help authors. Tech companies are running into the need to increase revenue as investment funding becomes unstable or dries up. In the same way the mass layoffs in tech are being blamed on AI, I think AI is providing a convenient excuse for something else happening behind the scenes and is likely only one of several issues, with the larger problems being related to cash flow in some way.

    The great migration

    Naturally, a lot of authors are now leaving Draft2Digital. This is not the first time authors have made a grand exodus from a platform, nor will it be the last. Whether it’s the mass exit from Amazon in protest, or leaving PublishDrive when they implemented their fees, this is a thing I have seen a lot over the years. The reasons change, but the result is that authors are now going to have to spend a lot of time and efforts moving their books to some new place and hoping that their audience follows them.

    Ultimately, this is a lot of time, effort, and energy that could be better spent elsewhere. With the constantly changing landscape of the internet, the wisdom we all got about mailing lists can be echoed here. In the same way that you need a way to own your audience independent of platform, you also need a sales channel that you own independent of platform as well. Hopefully this will be the time authors set up store fronts, or even just an order form, that they can direct their audience to as a first line sales channel so that the next time something like this happens they can take their time dealing with it.

    Some authors are already doing this. There’s a list being maintained at Bear Mountain Books of authors you can support at this time!

    What I’m doing

    I’m also withdrawing my books from Draft2Digital. My books sell almost exclusively through libraries and, after the D2D cut, I’m only making 20-30 cents a sale. 2My bad on that one, I priced the libraries lower I have around $5 sitting in my account that I will never see as a result. It sucks, but ultimately I am not in a position to do what I need to in order to at least ensure I hit $12USD a year to cover the cost, much less the $100USD threshold to not incur the cost at all.

    I already sell direct through my own site and, beyond libraries, I only ever really sold through Amazon anyway so that isn’t a big change on my part. If you want one of my books, you can get it directly from Scrap Paper Entertainment.

    Lastly, I am getting some rest and getting back to writing. Hopefully everyone else can do the same soon.


  • Slow and steady

    1. Fabricating productivity for the new year
    2. 2026 projects
    3. Weekly update: Let’s see how long I keep this up!
    4. Weekly update: Oh right, the hard part
    5. Whoops, so much for weekly
    6. New month, more time!
    7. One thing finished!
    8. Working through the stress
    9. Getting back into it
    10. Slow and steady
    11. Distractions happen
    12. Summer is coming
    13. The unexpected
    14. Might as well be summer Scheduled for June 7, 2026

    I’m doing my best to take things a day at a time. I’ve had a few odd spikes in motivation, but as is the case with chronic fatigue, I cannot act on it without pretty severe consequences. It does mean I’ve spent a lot of time working on things outside of projects, like baking or cleaning or generally crossing off to do list items relating to chores around the house that have been sitting there for ages. Using that extra motivation on things that I don’t lose track of time on, you know?

    The Trilogy

    These first drafts require a lot more work than I thought. Every time I think that I’m getting close to the parts where I got the story pretty close, I realize just how little is actually salvageable. Which, like, not terrible for me. I am having a lot of fun reworking the story and finding out I get to do some fun things with it. 1Like killing off that character instead of just leaving them around as a way to exposition dump! Honestly, much better impact on the narrative that way. It’s still fun, even if I’m a little frustrated with just how much longer it takes me now to write something.

    Also, decided to get the tablet out and figure out some stuff with the covers! I still don’t know what the titles of these books are, but I think I have a general idea of what I’m doing with the art for each of the covers will be. I am leaning toward a long title this time around, though, albeit with a different font.jrwi

    Audiobooks

    I got another one edited! Two of them, actually! The second one was a lot shorter so it felt almost like cheating, but it’s still another one! I am going to need to start signing up for all the services to distribute the audiobook at some point, and figure out what to charge, but it’s getting closer ever so slowly. Please tell me what services you use for audiobooks so I can get that done.

    Twisted Eden Stuff

    I have a journal full of journaling prompts. I had plans to create some guided journals for Twisted Eden, but I didn’t want to do that without actually trying the prompts out myself to see which ones I found value from, or without figuring out how to modify those prompts so that they were actually helpful. After around a year, I finally picked it back up again to continue journaling with it. Not because it’s awful journaling, but because if I only have 20 minutes a day to spend on fun stuff, I am going to spend it on creative works than self improvement stuff, but I had a rough writing day and needed a break.

    Because Pretty Stuff

    If there’s one thing I don’t like writing, it is product descriptions. When I finally get these products actually and fully listed, you will see just how much I do not want to write these descriptions. But that part is at least done, so there’s that.


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