• Taking it slow

    1. Fabricating productivity for the new year
    2. 2026 projects
    3. Weekly update: Let’s see how long I keep this up!
    4. Weekly update: Oh right, the hard part
    5. Whoops, so much for weekly
    6. New month, more time!
    7. One thing finished!
    8. Working through the stress
    9. Getting back into it
    10. Slow and steady
    11. Distractions happen
    12. Summer is coming
    13. The unexpected
    14. Might as well be summer
    15. The tangents are back!
    16. Progress, at last!
    17. Oops, new hobbies
    18. Life is rough
    19. Taking it slow

    Things have been very difficult this month and I’ve had to take some time off entirely. My personal life is stabilizing, but the interesting thing about ME/CFS or Long Covid, whichever thing you want to blame for it, is that heavy emotion also drains my energy very badly and that means I’ve also been dealing with health issues. I’m hopefully that I’m out of the woods, but the trees in my life tend to move unexpectedly.

    Scions

    I’m not very creative when I’m dealing with emotional turmoil, much less when my energy is in the gutter, so I’ve been working on the same page for the last several weeks. Sometimes you have to just take it a word at a time. It’s coming and hopefully it will start to come a little quicker, but it has been very slow.

    Twisted Eden Stuff

    I have desperately needed a win these past couple weeks. This came in the form of finding files from back in 2021, back when Twisted Eden was the planned focus for my year off of writing. One of those projects, and the one that was the farthest along, was a Tarot-based guided journal. All it needed was ISBNs and a cover. I’ve now gotten that done and you can get a copy for yourself.


  • Life is rough

    1. Fabricating productivity for the new year
    2. 2026 projects
    3. Weekly update: Let’s see how long I keep this up!
    4. Weekly update: Oh right, the hard part
    5. Whoops, so much for weekly
    6. New month, more time!
    7. One thing finished!
    8. Working through the stress
    9. Getting back into it
    10. Slow and steady
    11. Distractions happen
    12. Summer is coming
    13. The unexpected
    14. Might as well be summer
    15. The tangents are back!
    16. Progress, at last!
    17. Oops, new hobbies
    18. Life is rough
    19. Taking it slow

    Things in my personal life are not doing so great. I won’t be getting into it until I feel like I am ready to share, but know that I will be prioritizing other things. As much as I do love being creative, it’s not the essential thing for me to focus on right now. Some people use stress to become more creative, but it’s really just stunting my inspiration and drive.

    Scions

    I thought this book held up a lot more than it did, but this draft really needs a lot of work. On the bright side, it’s shorter just because a lot of the set up and world building happened in book 2. Now I just need to do what I do at the 2/3 mark of any story and dismantle some of the established facts of the universe and twist the story.

    Beyond the Din

    I have a title for the White Noise game! I had a burst of inspiration for it, so there’s a lot more structure in place for this one. I am running into the issue of the art. Namely, my ability to draw the same person with different expressions is questionable at best, which isn’t great when I’m building essentially a visual novel with mini-games. Not sure what to do about this yet, but there’s a lot of writing that needs to be done before I really have to worry about this.


  • Oops, new hobbies

    1. Fabricating productivity for the new year
    2. 2026 projects
    3. Weekly update: Let’s see how long I keep this up!
    4. Weekly update: Oh right, the hard part
    5. Whoops, so much for weekly
    6. New month, more time!
    7. One thing finished!
    8. Working through the stress
    9. Getting back into it
    10. Slow and steady
    11. Distractions happen
    12. Summer is coming
    13. The unexpected
    14. Might as well be summer
    15. The tangents are back!
    16. Progress, at last!
    17. Oops, new hobbies
    18. Life is rough
    19. Taking it slow

    I have been influenced. I already had a pretty bad fountain pen habit, but somehow the algorithms didn’t know about it until very recently. Seeing all of the pretty pens and inks, not to mention the notebooks 1Which, honestly, less tempting. Pretty notebooks have been a problem for me since high school and these practical but plain ones just don’t do anything to me. have got me back into journalling. I already had my brain dump one and one for when I actually finished a project, but pulled out one of my notebooks that have been collecting dust to start a journal just daily creativity journalling.

    Will I spend all my time journalling instead of doing actual projects? MAYBE! But my health is better during the summer and the books is small, so this might just be a thing I do for a short amount of time and drop when the weather gets bad.

    The Trilogy

    I really should rename this to Scions, since that is the name of the trilogy. I’ve been using the name for a while now and it was the name I used for it when I thought about making it a single long volume, but I just never got around to it. I’ll add it to the list of to dos for the next block of time, I guess, but heads up that the title will probably change and some links might break as a result.

    Audiobooks

    No actual progress has been made on the current project. Whoops. I managed to record a new chapter on the next book instead and got the files into the program I use for the first pass of editing. It only gives me an hour worth of audio a month and I had files from last month I hadn’t loaded in, so unfortunately the next book is also going to take a damn long time because my ability to read is pretty bad. Still, at least I’m not going to be procrastinating by trying to record more this month? That’s probably a good thing.

    Fantasy RPG

    I really need to just accept that I can’t work on actually building this right now. Which should be fine! I don’t have anywhere near enough of the story together to even think about building this, but I saw that the Steam sale had RPG Maker available and I was very tempted to purchase a version that would actually work on my OS. I did not give in, but I did spend far too much time staring at it.

    White Noise Game

    It’s been a while since I have looked at these books. I have my notes for what happened in this prequel story, but I did need to go back into the books eventually to see what actually made it into the final books about what happened. Luckily most of it is in just the first book and contained mostly in one chapter, so I needed to pull this information eventually. I should really check Dead Air again before I start putting together a final story line, but maybe next block.

    I also need a better title for this. Something like Tinnitus but better.


  • I found my old card game

    I designed a card game a few years ago. The idea was based on a story idea that I never figured out a good way to implement. The original iteration was an that an MMO studio glitched and all of the games that studio produced blended together. Your fantasy character would end up in a GTA-style world with their original stats and get comfortable in it before ending up in something like Starcraft randomly in the middle of a race. I don’t play enough 1Okay, I don’t play any MMOs to really understand how to get this to really work well.

    The idea morphed into a card game where you played with decks made up of cards from different stories. For now it’s just cards from books that I’ve written, but if it got popular it could expand into having decks from any author or story that the audience wanted 2And whose licensing would allow and I’d have a guide so that people could make their own custom decks that could be added in.

    It has never been play tested and, unfortunately, I am no longer in good enough health to conduct my own play test sessions. I did write instructions back in the day, though, so I’ve decided to throw it all up on itch for anyone who wants to try it out for themselves. It’s free and all you need is a printer, so if you’re looking for something to try out with some friends one afternoon, have fun!


  • Progress, at last!

    1. Fabricating productivity for the new year
    2. 2026 projects
    3. Weekly update: Let’s see how long I keep this up!
    4. Weekly update: Oh right, the hard part
    5. Whoops, so much for weekly
    6. New month, more time!
    7. One thing finished!
    8. Working through the stress
    9. Getting back into it
    10. Slow and steady
    11. Distractions happen
    12. Summer is coming
    13. The unexpected
    14. Might as well be summer
    15. The tangents are back!
    16. Progress, at last!
    17. Oops, new hobbies
    18. Life is rough
    19. Taking it slow

    One of the better things about summer is that the nice weather tends to help ease symptoms. I’ve been doing my best to have my one adventure a week 1Still all I can handle, but there’s actual stuff to do now! and catch up on the chores that I’ve been taking a lot of short cuts with.

    Which means I finally swept the floors and vacuumed one rug. Still, progress!

    The Trilogy

    Speaking of progress, the second pass of book 2 is done! I think the structure is finally solid, but it’s definitely going to need another pass to make sure all the information is in the right place and the prose is good.

    While I am really happy about it, I can’t help but remember how this used to take me a matter of weeks to do. It’s weird taking so long, but I try to remember that this is not actually as slow a pace as it feels like. It’s just slow compared to what I used to be able to do.

    Audiobooks

    You know, if I just kept up doing just one audio file every 2 weeks, I could have been done one book by now. At this rate, maybe I’ll get the first book done by the end of the year. But hey, another chapter edited and finished is another chapter edited and finished!

    Fantasy RPG

    So, I haven’t actually done any work on this. RPG Maker still doesn’t work on my computer, so nothing’s really getting built until I can be upright long enough to use the desktop.

    What I have been doing is I’m slowly creating some templates in Notion so I can make notes and keep track of asset creation. Luckily, I’ve already more or less made my standard templates for this kind of stuff, so it’s just digitizing it and adding a little extra for video game specific elements like attacks. With any luck, I will be able to use this for that other game.


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