Author: Tanya

  • New year, new blog!

    New year, new blog!

    A bit of a late start, but welcome 2024! This would typically be the time I set new intentions and goals for the new year, but this year we are going to do something a little different.

    For me, this is the year of rest. I have finally gotten diagnosed with Long Covid after dealing with the condition since June of 2022 and there is no real cure besides resting myself back to health, both mentally and physically. That means I can’t push myself to achieve the most I can, set my outrageous goals, publish everything and do all the things on top of a full time job. It means I have to take it easy.

    It means I have to learn how to take a break.

    And that sucks.

    But it’s also been a long time coming. As much as I wish it didn’t take a major illness to do, it really was only a matter of time before I was going to burn right out and be forced into some kind of break anyway.

    I am still myself, though, and that doesn’t mean I am going to completely stop everything. It just means adjusting what I’m doing so that I am not incurring major setbacks or triggering crashes.

    And so, I have a few promises to myself in terms of this blog for this year:

    1. I will allow myself to take days or weeks on a post and not try to stick to a schedule
    2. I will continue to review books and post date those for Fridays, but will also be comfortable about missing weeks if I just cannot keep the brain together enough to read
    3. I will talk more about the things happening in my life
    4. I will also talk about the things I am working on, even if “working on” doesn’t result in anything tangible
    5. I won’t stick to any themes or topics, and am free to talk about things outside of writing or jewelry or anything else

    As it is, this blog took me 3 days to write, and it’s not even that long! Be proud of me. I’m already trying and hopefully this is a good step on the long road to recovery.

  • None of This is True review

    None of This is True review

    In a change of pace, this is a book that my dad lent me! We don’t typically read the same kinds of book, so I wasn’t sure, but also I’ve been doing a lot of reading things I’m not familiar with or that I wouldn’t normally picked up, so thought it was worth at least giving it a shot!

    We follow two women: Alix and Josie. They were both born on the same day in the same hospital, but who grew up to have very different lives. Alix is a podcaster looking for a new project and Josie, who she meets randomly on her birthday, has a story she wants to tell. But as Josie tells her story, she becomes obsessed with Josie, and the people in her life warn Alix that there’s something very off about her.

    The framing device of the book is as a Netflix documentary, which actually worked really well for me. It doesn’t hit you over the head with exposition in the way these kinds of devices often do, it was more used as an opportunity to add in extra and biased perspectives on the story that gives more context to what’s currently happening in the story.

    I am also a sucker for an unreliable narrator, and seeing the perspectives of Alix and Josie play off of one another was a lot of fun. Alix feels like someone at a turning point, and watching as Josie devolves into what she is at the end, watching as she justifies everything in her life, it’s lovely. Not that everything is clear by the end, but I like that kind of thing.

    Overall, really enjoyed this one! It was fun, unexpected, and also something that I ended up having a really good time with. Check it out if you’re looking for a thriller.

  • Book Eaters review

    Book Eaters review

    This is a book I would have expected me to put on the holds list from ages ago. I have been staring at this cover for months, trying to remember what it was about and refusing to look up the synopsis because it felt like cheating. And I’m not mad about going into it as blind as I did!

    We follow Devon, a young Book Eater woman. Through her past, we see that Book Eaters are a dying breed of supernatural creatures that look human but eat books if they are lucky, or eat minds if they are not. Those that devour minds instead, they are consigned to being essentially attack dogs to maintain the order that the Book Eaters have created, where women are sent to assigned marriages to create new children who they will never be allowed to see again once they are weened. In the present, we see Devon trying desperately to find a way to keep her mind eater son alive and out of the life she was raised in, knowing what awaits him there.

    It’s a complicated premise that was a bit difficult to grasp at first, but the way the story works out it did end up clear by the end how the world worked. This is a really great way to have a lot of exposition without it feeling like an info dump. I do wish I had been eased into the world a little more slowly at times, but ultimately it ended up being well paced and gave me everything I needed to know at the time, even if I wanted to know more.

    I really enjoyed the story, as well as the characters as they unraveled throughout the story. A woman in a seemingly impossible situation trying to do what’s best for her son, and the people who both help and harm her along the way. The world and worldbuilding is genuinely interesting, even if the themes get pretty depressing as you find out more about how Devon is being screwed over by the society she’s been born into.

    Overall, definitely check it out if you’re looking for something a little darker and you can’t decide whether you want something more historical or more modern. It will give you both, from princesses in castles to a high stakes coup to free yourself of the trappings of all of that.

  • Top 5 reads of 2023

    Top 5 reads of 2023

    Another year and a lot of really interesting reads! Picking up random books from the library really has led me to reading a lot of things I might have never picked up and also to some new favourites. Of everything I read this year, here are the top 5 favourites that I still think about in no particular order!

    • I Feed her to The Beast and the Beast is Me review

      I Feed her to The Beast and the Beast is Me review

      These titles are getting really long. I think we need to start just allowing authors to reuse titles from a while ago, or let titles enter the public domain or […]

    • The Hike review

      The Hike review

      I almost didn’t get to read this one, even though I’ve had it on hold for ages. Brain has been having a lot of issues lately and the health has […]

    • Thistlefoot review

      Thistlefoot review

      It’s slow, but I’m getting back to all the books! Something about not having a massive physical TBR waiting for me has made me forget that I still have a […]

    • Stella Ryman and the Fairmont Manor Mysteries review

      Stella Ryman and the Fairmont Manor Mysteries review

      I have been staring at this book at every Pulp Lit event for ages and I have finally gotten around to reading it! It looked like it was going to […]

    • How to be Everything review

      How to be Everything review

      I’ve gotten a bunch of book recommendations lately, and they all seem to be in a very familiar theme. Apparently I give off the vibe of someone who likes to […]

  • Other Birds review

    Other Birds review

    I love getting these books that I’ve had on hold for ages. I have no memory of what made me put the book on hold, no idea what I’m walking into, only that the wait list was over 20 people and it’s taken months for it to finally get to me. Did I look at the summary to see what I was getting into? Of course not!

    The story follows the inhabitants of the Dellawisp, an apartment complex on the infamous Mallow Island. Zoey, the young girl with the invisible bird is moving into her late mother’s suite to start over and hears the untimely demise of one of her neighbours. Slowly, we meet the inhabitants of the Dellawisp (4 of them? This is a really small place) and start to see the secrets they are hiding and the pasts that they cannot let go of.

    This felt like a strange reading experience in that it felt like a book that I would grow to hate as soon as my English teacher tried to make me find the author’s intended meanings. The subject matter dipped into prostitution, sexual assault, drug use, and child abuse among other things, but the tone stayed squarely in that new girl in town trying to win the county fair pie contest range. It was like the tone was trying to make the subject matter more tame for a younger audience.

    The story itself was fine. I do think it would have been stronger if the perspectives of the ghosts were cut as one didn’t add anything to the narrative and the other actively made it worse. The jumping between characters means the focus keeps changing and, though it’s all connected by the themes of loss and grief and moving on by finding your new chosen family, it did feel meandering.

    Overall, not bad, but not one that’s particularly memorable. It’s pretty quick and not a bad use of time, but there are a lot of books I’ve liked more lately.

  • I Feed her to The Beast and the Beast is Me review

    I Feed her to The Beast and the Beast is Me review

    These titles are getting really long. I think we need to start just allowing authors to reuse titles from a while ago, or let titles enter the public domain or something. Just a thought I’ve been having a lot lately as I see titles get longer and longer. Anyway.

    This book follows Laure, a young ballerina entering the world of professional ballet from her ballet academy in Paris, and the only black woman among her classmates. Despite being the best of her classmates, she still has to struggle tooth and nail because especially in ballet it’s not only talent that gets you far. When the luckiest ballerina in the industry shares her secrets with Laure and invites her to make a deal with the river of blood, Laure discovers a power that she never thought possible and one that she will sacrifice everything for.

    This book was a fantastic read. I loved the depictions of dance, the ballet world, and the people who made a deal with a demon in order to accomplish their goals. Some of the characters do feel a bit one note and cartoonish at times, but I wasn’t ultimately bothered by it. Also, while Laure is not necessarily a likable person, she is a wonderful character with a strong voice that I could feel in every part of the narration. I was not supposed to be her, I was meant to listen to her.

    Admittedly, it does drag a little in the second half and there’s some romance elements that threaten to overtake the narrative at times, but they didn’t get in the way too much. Those parts were easy for me to skim and I missed nothing in doing so.

    Overall, I loved this read. It was a lot of fun, and as a former ballerina ((In first and second grade, anyway, but it also pertains to all the other kinds of dance I did)) I found a lot of things very relatable. If you don’t mind a character that may not be morally pure and who has the drive to get exactly what she wants by any means necessary, definitely check it out!

  • St. Valentine, St. Abigail, St. Brigid review

    St. Valentine, St. Abigail, St. Brigid review

    My health has been pretty all over the place as has my ability to stay focused on a book without some complications. I stumbled across a short story from Tor (Always a good time) that my brain could finally handle!

    We follow Theresa, a young girl who was given away by her birth mother in exchange for something from a woman who can make your needs happen and who speaks to the bees. She grows up calling this magical woman Mama, and helps her with the people who come asking for help while also attending school with a girl who she grows infatuated with, and who she will risk everything to help.

    It’s a really good short, and one written in that delightful magical realism style where the magic is matter of fact but also very ethereal. Theresa is an interesting lead, one who has lived a mostly sheltered and seemingly directionless life without wanting much more than the attention of one girl from school. And when she gets it, things fall apart very quickly.

    Overall, it was a lot of fun. It’s also available in full for free on Tor’s site, so do check it out when you have the chance!

  • The Hike review

    The Hike review

    I almost didn’t get to read this one, even though I’ve had it on hold for ages. Brain has been having a lot of issues lately and the health has not been fantastic, but I got it read right before the library had to take it back. Fantastic for me!

    The book follows Ben, a man who wants to go for a walk while on a business trip and that walk leads him into a whole alternate world of torment and adventure. Parts of this involve facing his past, his future, and also just generally going through trials and tribulations until he finally reaches the end. There’s monsters, a talking crab, vampires, and potions made of flesh, making for a very surreal experience of a man who just wants to get home to his wife and kids after a walk that has taken him decades.

    I thought it was a great read. There’s elements of fantasy, horror, and thriller all interwoven into the journey that feels much more episodic. We also get a lot of insight into Ben and his character, and his reflection on how he’s changed over the decades going through whatever the path decided he needed to go through. It’s also great to see a man who misses his family to this degree while he’s going through all of this, and how it remains his motivation throughout.

    The ending was also fantastic. There’s hints throughout the book that lead into it and this is one of the few times where I really don’t want to spoil it because the realization at the very end of the book was so much fun. It wraps up wonderfully and I do really recommend it if you’re looking for a bit of a weird read.

  • How to Make Good Things Happen review

    How to Make Good Things Happen review

    I don’t know why I keep doing this to myself. Well, I do. I keep having medical professionals recommend I read these things about positive thinking and I don’t think I’m taking away the things they want from these books.

    This is a scattered and nice version of The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck. The ultimate take away is that you should accept things as they are and be happy about it. There’s a little extra in there about Omega 3s and a lot of stories from patients and various people in the author’s life who get on medication to help them accept their lives and whatnot.

    But I am currently a person looking for help with ongoing medical issues and the book ultimately feels like a doctor saying “Have you tried not complaining and just being happy instead?” I couldn’t help but notice that the people who found happiness were also people who were in a place of safety or who were in a position to deal with the root cause of the issues. It’s easier to forgive the people who assaulted you when you are not being actively assaulted, after all.

    Overall, this book was not for me. It felt jumbled despite the research and like it lacked progression or structure. Still, just because it wasn’t for me doesn’t mean it’s not for everyone. It might work for you.

  • NPR’s Podcast Start Up Guide review

    In case you didn’t hear, I started a podcast! And in honour of that and also in honour of doing the research after I actually jump into the project, I figures it was a good time to start looking at all the things I should really be doing to make it the best thing I can possibly make.

    The book is filled with some great insights and ways to make your podcast a higher quality, from how to record the highest quality audio to how to prepare for an interview, to even vocal exercises that you can do in order to make your speech more clear when you are recording. I took an audio class in university, but this book provided a lot more up to date information about how to put a podcast together practically, as well as how to build a team for your idea.

    Though some of it was great for me, a lot of it does lean more on other formats of podcasts than I am currently doing. Which is fair! A lot of podcasts are more round table discussions and interviews, or heavily produced exposes, which makes sense that those types of content would take up the majority of the book. And it does provide some interesting tools and tips for how I can improve what I’m currently doing, so it’s a great read.

    Overall, I really liked it and found it really useful. If you’re thinking about starting a podcast, the book is a great read for practical advice for how to get one off the ground.