And I’m back to the random library books! Libby had this in a list of books that I cannot remember too much about, but it was at least somewhat featured and it sounded interesting enough to pick up. And then I promptly forgot about it for a few weeks until it came up on my rotation of books.

Feeder primarily follows Lori, a young woman who gets paid to deal with otherworldly eldritch horrors called Feeders. She takes a job for the Lake Foundation that ultimately turns into a rescue mission where she saves several people from a shipping container and earns the wrath of her employer, a god looking to essentially end the world.

To start, I’ll warn that there’s very little in terms of explanation of how the world or the specifics of how a lot of other elements of the story actually function and I am completely okay with that. The focus is entirely on the narrative and explains only enough to give the characters what they need to continue to move through the story. As a result, the story is very fast pace and great for a quick read, but not as good if you’re trying to figure out the mechanics.

But the story is where all of the fun happens. It is very much a modern YA Lovecraft story, with the focus being on the unknown and the horrors that lie just where you can’t see them and how they are always around you and sometimes even inside of you. In the tradition of the modern Lovecraft narratives I’ve seen, there’s also a lot more diversity ((Suck it, Lovecraft)) that is done really nicely that helps to compliment the story.

Each of the characters have been brought from around the US and the world, with different worldviews that both clash and compliment one another. It’s great to see them interact with one another, particularly as you get to see the world from their perspective and get to understand why they are the way they are. All five of the leads is diverse in a different way, and in some cases you don’t even find out about that until the very end of the story though it’s clear that their diversity impacts their interactions. And I really liked that.

I will also add that the story left me feeling like there could be more. At the end, the status quo gets reset to a degree and it feels like this could work really well as a prequel to a whole series of books that has the kids going out and encountering more horrors throughout the world. Which I would be great with, because the characters were a lot of fun and it was an entertaining take on the genre.

Overall, it was a fun read! I do recommend reading it over the weekend and not spending too much time analyzing the why of some of the elements. The characters are fun, the voices are unique, and the premise makes for an interesting story.

The story follows Pat as he and his family are forced to move out of their house into the extended family’s summer home after their grandma burned their own house down. While there, his brother gets possessed by a spirit that does not immediately realize that he’s dead and he must find a way to put the spirit to rest before the possession kills his brother.

The story was really cute. It’s very much intended for a younger audience with frequent references to stuff like Doctor Who and Eurovision, which places the story very squarely in the UK ((Ireland specifically? There were a lot of very specific references, but I didn’t pay that much attention…)) and I always like seeing that. It is, however, definitely a book that takes place in an older time and some of the references haven’t necessarily aged well.

The focus of the story is Pat and he really does feel like a teenager, with his concern for his brother being paired with choices that feel like they would make sense to someone his age. It’s nice seeing books where teenagers act more like teenagers than short adults, and are prone to that combination of turning to their parents when they are lost while not wanting to actually tell their parents what the problem is and expecting them to intuit it without having to voice that concern. I really liked those moments.

Overall, it was cute and it’s a nice quick read. If it sounds interesting to you, check it out!

I need a break from fiction, so I’ve gone back to one of my old standbys. Crime documentary. I have seen a few documentaries about Theranos, and followed the story loosely while it was happening ((Though I have no idea what happened with the trial. That was supposed to happen in 2020 and…)) and I do love a story about Silicon Valley nonsense.

Theranos was supposed to be a revolutionary product for healthcare: A machine that could test your blood faster and in a less cumbersome way than sending it into a lab. It was a lab that you could have in your house and allow you to check at your leisure if you are at risk for any diseases. It was, of course, a dumpster fire of a project with ethical issues ((Which, well, it was both Silicon Valley AND healthcare in one go)) and technical ones that were kept hidden via a veil of secrecy and terrible business and development practices.

Have I mentioned that I’ve been in tech for over a decade? I have lived parts of this.

It’s structured with a different perspective in each chapter telling the full story of the project from inception to eventual collapse. It’s interesting to see how the different perspectives from different parts of the company come together to paint the picture of something that I can 100% believe happened as told in the account. It’s a horror novel where the villain is the idea that this device could go out into the world and ruin lives where the heroes are the ones who eventually risked and were rewarded with legal threats and private investigators following them looking for any missteps that they could use against them for whistleblowing.

Overall, I enjoyed it. It was exactly the break I needed and I loved having this perspective on what happened. If you love this kind of thing too, or just need an interesting nonfiction, it’s a lot of fun.

In an effort to better understand horror as a genre that is distinct from supernatural and urban fantasy ((And to better understand why people think some of my stuff is firmly in the horror category)), I’ve been trying to find more horror novels and this one came in one of those lists of recommendations!

The story follows Iris Hollow, the youngest of three sisters. As children they vanished for a month and returned without ever finding out what happened. Her two sisters left home early, leaving Iris behind though they still kept in touch. So when her two sisters, Vivi and Grey, are supposed to be back in town and Grey never shows, they are worried and have to . As the mystery of where their sister went unfolds, Vivi and Iris start to learn just what happened to them all those years ago.

I thought this was a story with a lot of interesting concepts. The touches of supernatural elements that each of the sisters had and how it manifested differently based on how they decided to use it was fantastic. I like that the mystery of what happened to them was not a driving factor of their lives until there was motivation for it and that they all seemed to have… maybe not normal lives, but lives that made sense outside of their disappearance.

It’s also the second book in a row I’ve read that hinges on the concept of cuckoos which… I don’t know how I feel about that.

Overall, I liked it! I wasn’t that creeped out or scared or anything like that, but the story was interesting and the concepts and the way they were explored were a lot of fun.

I read Every Heart a Doorway a while back and this book showed up in my recommended books. And then it took a year for me to get off the holds list at the library to actually check it out!

The story follows three perspectives, though I’m going to only focus on Roger and Dodger, two people who do not know that they are science experiments created to hold a large amount of power. They are twins separated at birth and find each other by communicating by a form of telepathy. As they grow older, they encounter one another, cause harm to their relationship, and then vanish from the other’s presence over and over again until they find that they have the power to destroy the world when they are together. Not only that, but because they are experiments, their maker now wants them destroyed in favour of another pair that is easier to control.

I ignore the third perspective, that of the mad scientist/alchemist named James Reed, because I felt like that was the weakest point for me. Where I understood what Roger and Dodger were doing and why they were acting the way they were, I had no idea what was going on with the motivations of Reed. There was a fairy tale that he was trying to make happen, but the fairy tale was an allegory but it wasn’t. There was a heavy fantasy element to it, but nothing happening with the other two perspectives had that fantastical fairy tale element to it that it lost me. It was too dissonant and felt like it was a completely different story.

But I did enjoy watching Roger and Dodger as they had a terrible time trying to get on the same page and they acted almost entirely based on their own incomplete contexts of the situation. Their inability to communicate properly didn’t feel forced for the plot or malicious, just the actions of people who don’t know better. And I always like that.

And I like the ideas behind it. This idea that two children are separated and then come together to realize that they can destroy the world together is great. That someone created them to see what they can do and when they get too powerful and incontrollable that they must be eliminated is great. ((Not exactly what happened, but how I could interpret it.)) I just… didn’t like anything to do with Reed.

Overall, I did like more than I disliked. It was a fun story with a lot of interesting ideas and execution. And if you like alchemy, this might be a great fit for you.